I got multiple back-to-back eargasm from this video

shit this version is sex!

Dont Look Back In Anger

Oasis

remembering

Ronnie James Dio

the golden voice

he's dead

for some time now

but one thing this man brought to my life is something beautiful

he made me realize

 vocals in metal

is not about growls, screams or pig squeals

its about singing beautifully too

well i first knew about this legend

from Tenacious D's song called Kickapoo

ronnie just sang about 30 seconds i guess in the song

but it really blew me away

its not Jack Black's or Kyle Gass' voice

so it must be someone else and not from Tenacious D

then i watched The Pick Of Destiny movie

and i saw Dio

which explained it

im only into a song or two from this guy

but after that i found 

Metallica, Megadeth, Testament, Seether and many more

the metal bands, without the screamo

and it was awesome

now he's gone

and there must be more like him from the coming generations

for me, the current golden voice of the generation is

Corey Taylor

of slipknot

or

unmask

his voice is Badass!

its one of my never-gonna-come-true dream

to have a voice like this guy

but only some of the songs from his band, Slipknot 

that really caught me in the heart

im more into hearing his voice

than the band 

then, when Slipknot decided to take a break

Corey Taylor decided to do a side project

which is Stone Sour

and this is just the band i'd love to see exist

less shitty turntable sounds, effects and useless extra percussion

with Corey Taylor on the mic

Nothing else matters

2nd try.

it took me about 3 months to be able to play this song
(tak hebat, just boleh main)

and a few more month later to be able 

to sing while playing it

cos it requires plucking or 

finger picking or 

fingerstyle picking or 

whatever it really is

personally

in my opinion

this is one of the most beautiful song
(not most, but one of the most)

ever to be played on guitar

thanks to MetallicA

tapi diorang tak main plucking pon live
but still, badass

WARNING

memang tak best macam metallica. tapi kalau sudi dengar lah

nothing else matters

i still can't play the solo actually haha

and haritu try main electric guitar

and it sounds a little shitty

cos tak biasa haha

nah tengok

- attempted iron man intro

-attempted master of puppets intro

HAHA

GREAT MINDS?

"Great minds discuss ideas

Average minds discuss events

Small minds discuss people"

Eleanor Roosevelt

I am well aware of myself,

 just another typical rebel teenager

 who is nothing compared to this well known figure in history

but i just get this feeling after i read this line a few times

doesn't that very words, automatically put her in the 'small minds' group?

jap

kepada mereka yang rasa aku bodoh, gila atau apa je la.

again

like i said before,

 i am nothing compared to this great person

who etched her very name in human rights history

but i believe, there's nothing wrong in voicing opinions right?

so,

 back on topic

why?

because

(in my understanding)

 the main point of the quote is 

differentiation of individuals 

doesn't that 'discuss people' ?

well,

people do make mistakes 
and i as well probably made mine
by even arguing this quote


people of her caliber 
tend to keep mistakes out of their words
but maybe this is what it takes
to let others think


maybe she did this intentionally 








and


am i not


categorized as  'small mind'
for discussing about her
just now?




haha






i don't see an end to this.






THINK

He is still and will always be my favorite

i grew up watching football

watching Manchester United WITH David Beckham

it was one of the biggest heartbreak in my life 

when he decided to leave

this blonde motherfucker

Sleep With One Eye Open, Gripping Pillow Tight

  

As I watch death unfold
Consciousness my only friend

My fingers grip with fear

What am I doing here?

now i cant even think, think why i should even try

then

I see freedom

No locked doors, No windows barred

Bullshit

as most of us know

The legend of Narcissus. a youth who knelt daily beside a lake to contemplate his own beauty.He was so fascinated by himself that, one morning, he fell into the lake and drowned. At the spot where he fell, a flower was born, which was called narcissus.

 the story did not stop there

When Narcissus died, the Goddesses of the Forest appeared and found the lake, which was out of fresh water, turned into a lake of salty tears. 

"why do you weep?" ask the goddesses

"I weep for Narcissus" 

"Ah, it is no surprise that you weep for Narcissus"

"for though we always pursued him in the forest, you alone could contemplate his beauty close at hand"

"But..."

"was Narcissus beautiful?"

"who better than you to know that?"

"After all, it was by your side that he knelt everyday to contemplate himself"

The lake was silent for some time. Finally, it said ;

"I weep for narcissus, but I never noticed that Narcissus was beautiful. I weep because, each time he knelt beside my banks, i could see, in the depth of his eyes, my own beauty reflected."

THINK

this is my first. so please be nice


fyi, i learned this song about 20 mins before i made this video. so just shut it if it sucks. cos i think so too.

it sucks. i know. but who the hell cares

nak betul-betul best pegi youtube la

Dedication

Farah Dzilhani 

(the estee lauder model)

for obvious reason

Mira Nasir

(gemuk kurus)

for giving me this idea

Anis Athirah

(suhayl sofee)

 done. this is my last try

Jot

(keling endon)

sebab tolong

Asma

(si hitam berpeluh)

cos tolong bina benda ni

What Happened to Chris ?

This guy got one of my dream. Making a badass clips with great techniques


This is the one that brought me to Julian Smith

And this

I like it

This is just badass!

HELLO UBAT!

Semalam jalan-jalan dekat taman permainan sambil makan. Tiba-tiba datang sorang adik ni suruh pulak main dengan dia. tak pikir banyak, terus pergi. tak tau pulak dia ajak main lompat tali ape lancau tah nama game tu( skipping kot. tah ). dia kata dia sangat hebat hayun tali tu sampai takde sape pernah tahan lebih 2 minit and live to tell the tale. and i said bring it on .

why red?

cos its the wrong answer.

Sambil peluh yang banyak cuba untuk menyejukkan badan. terlompat la lelaki 18 tahun di tengah padang dengan dua perempuan kecil menghayun-hayun tali tanpa henti. baru saja lepas 2 minutes' mark, kanak-kanak disekeliling mula bersorak berteriak menjerit ' AINA BOLEH! ' dengan kuat. and i mean betul-betul kuat sampai ada penduduk kawasan perumahan yang membuat laporan polis. 

bodoh.

kalau nak senyap pergi beli rumah sebelah library la. jangan beli depan playground

mata dah tertutup oleh kerana lampu lip lap biru kereta polis yang sangat mengganggu. kanak-kanak masih berdegil tak nak diam. sorang demi sorang ditarik polis. then, bila buka mata, muka-muka teruja terkejut terpegun menghiasi padang tersebut. terhentilah lompatan tanpa henti yang bersejarah itu.

( later recorded as the 'ainaboleh' jump in wikipedia. google la kalau tak percaya )

datang seorang polis dengan pistol ditangan. " anak ni dari mana? sihat tak? rumah kat mana? kenapa lompat sorang-sorang? " soalan bertalu-talu. terdiam sebentar. dalam hati dah mula celaru. tertanya kepada diri sendiri

nak jawab yang mana dulu ni?

rupanya ketika mata tertutup, polis dah angkat dua perempuan kecil yang menghayun tali tadi dari tempat kejadian. dan terlompat lah si 18 tahun seorang diri di tengah padang sambil diperhati orang sekeliling. " jadi, aku menang la ni?".   
polis pun berkata 

you got issues kid

Hatta terduduk la si pelompat gembira 

( as called by Oprah in her show right after the incident )

( macam tu ke guna perkataan hatta? aku pun tak tau ) 

dan kemudian dibaringkan di kerusi sofa 

"How are you?"


"ha?"


"...sihat?"

"kau siapa?"

"im a psychiatrist"


"... why am i with a psychiatrist?"


"cos i can help you"


mengikut kata-kata saksi yang ada, remaja ini melompat dengan bersungguh-sungguh, dengan ekspresi muka yang sangat disturbing. dan tanpa segan silu mengkonklusikan budak itu sebagai tidak begitu waras.


" listen, i know you're normal, and i can help you "


" why do you wanna help me? "


" just doing my job, if that what you wanna hear "


" i dont need help "


" i  didnt say you do "


" then? "


" then what? "


" what what? im asking here! " 


" listen dammit! im trying to tell you this okay. you got a lot of crap going on in your head. thats why you are all weird and overacting and stuff. 
(betul ke overacting tu?  tah. )
you gotta shit it out sometimes. then you'll feel better."






















































" what? "














































" just get out of here "




jadi terkisah la cerita tersebut kepada si bodoh yang sedang membaca ni. kenapa badass? cos im badass! haha. tah. it sounds cool. who cares. jadi ini merupakan satu jenis treatment yang bagus untuk otak kan?. banyak sangat cerita menarik dalam otak ni. dan subjek English yang selama ini menjadi medium untuk ku menzahirkan segala rapuan repekan otak sihat ini sepanjang 5 tahun bersekolah menengah sudah tiada lagi. 

( kenapa subjek English? cos kalau buat essay, my teacher,( alaina! i love you! ) dont give a damn if the story is merepek gila haram. as long as its english, and its fun to read, then its good. )

bukan apa. psychiatrist suruh. buat je la. dia macam doctor jugak kan?




















dalam ni boleh mencarut ke ea?